Dont like the "see how" phrase. LOL.

I ate seaweed shaker fries! SO seaweed lah, plus my garlic chilli, it tasted abit weird. LOL. And gave me alot of gas. ; D

My to-do list got like 10plus things to do. I think I should get going.


Hey you, I deleted you from hotmail. Didn't know loving and worrying for you could become so draining. Could you believe the relief I felt when I pressed the delete button! PHEWW man. I won't see your "eye" picture anymore and wonder why you wouldn't talk to me since I was online. I will need your add so I can send your stuff back. Deleting you from hotmail, (considering FB too) cannot compare to you deleting me from your very fufiling life without us. Yup, I just can't stand the fact that you said Bye and never looked back. And nope, I won't be the one running after you. (: And just in case, you would like to wish me Happy 1st anniversary or something, this coming 15th August would be my 1st year here at home.

* I have really thought about this seriously for very long, so this isn't some AA game or bitter cry from me. It's me being a wee bit happier with this off my chest. I know I deserve to be happy right! (: ( With or without you ) Thank you.

Things are sorting out. I don't have the strength for those who don't have the time for me. I'm not worth the time for a "hi" online.
I think the last few posts were all this. Cutting myself free from such idiotic worries and insecurities. Yes, you can argueeeee all you like. I still love you though. (;


RIGHT NOW, I see a mountain of papers beside, and I know I'm on the right track of studying. Because, a clean neat desk just means everything is collecting dust in the files. LOL. Through God, I can move mountains (of paper) , literally.

I feel so annoyingly happy that I've finally let you go. Although there are like seemingly infinite worries, I hope you will be honoured to know that you were a BIG one. : D And I've overcome it! Thank you God!

sewing machine threatened by mom,
alicia